And now for something completely different!

So, I don't really need a blog, seeing as I have a journal where I write down all my lame, melodramatic moments that I end up laughing about years later. Run-on sentence much? Anywho, I figure, why not let people read some of it. Not all of it, because naturally there are some very private moments in my journal. But the not so private juicy moments are suitable for people to read. Besides, who am I writing those journals to anyway? No one in particular, just for my own amusement in years to come. I'm currently up to my 11th journal, although I will soon move on to my 12th. Shocking, I know. 12 years of rants, emo-ness, & believe it or not there are some happy moments. I'll start with a little snippet of my journal from the end of December.

10:54 PM December 28, 2008 Sunday

Now onto the juicy details that is my love life. I remember a long time ago I had ask[ed] 'when did my life become a soap opera?'. Well I'm asking myself that exact question again. Because I'm so nice, I've been hanging out Nelson A LOT. (NOT MY BROTHER). Yeah we've been eating out practically everytime I had psychology. Flirting like crazy because I 'm a fucking retard and love to send mixed signals. So by now he already knows my whole situation with Jovanny. Has that stopped him from flirting with me (or stopped me for that matter)? No. If anything we flirt ever more. And by "flirt", I mean hold hands for a couple minutes, rest head on shoulders. [I would never do that with any random boy, fyi] God, he even told me I was cute when we went to eat at Chipotle. FUCK. Can you say awkward? Funny thing is, I knew he liked me. He didn't know I knew. God bless having Joanna. [the next few parts are quite boring, describing how Nelson & I hung out for the 1st time. Fast forwarddd]
Told me he liked me. He already knew how I felt cuz that fucker [I love Terence. lol] Terence eavesdropped that day I found out on the bridge. Great. And I thought Terence was all innocent and nonsuspecting. He completely eavesdropped for Nelson -_- Well we were sitting in the car, parked. And you know what my dumb ass did? "Can I kiss you?" Great. Another thing that must be added to the smartest things I've ever done. That list is getting pretty long by now. And you know what Nelson said? "I was thinking the same thing." FABULOUS. So yeah we kissed. As usual, he's a good kisser. Just great.


And that my friends, is how it all began. More drama & shenanigans to come!